Without knocking at the door, he came to my room. Tommy, brother why you? It was an accident for him but recording a video wasn't an accident for me. He might say sorry but I had to say something else.
- Oh, Lucy I'm so sorry. ( He said rapidly )
- ( I stared at his eyes )
- ( While diverting his eyes to the ground ) Is it a camera?
- Does it make a problem for you?
- ( His body started trembling ) What's inside?
- Me ( I said calmly )
For a min there was nothing except silence.
- I want to see it.
- ( While I trying to get dressed ) Why don't you leave my room Tommy?
- Even if I want I can't.
- What are you afraid of Tommy?
- I'm afraid of you.
- But I'm not afraid of myself.
- Because you're a crazy sixteen year old girl. ( He shouted )
- ( I looked away from him ) I'm not!
He didn't continue for a while and I didn't say anything. We both didn't want to break some rules. Because we both wanted to keep each others image of what we knew before. But he cuts silence…
- Show me what you did, Lucy
- I'm not sure.
- Why? Because I'm your brother?! You didn't get embarrassed?! ( His voice was cold )
- Because I want you to see me like before ( I was sobbing )
- You put it on Internet, right?!
- I'm just your sister.
- How can I introduce you to my friends now?
- Friends?! Do you have any?
- You wished I had none.
- So, you must know if your friends watch this type of video on Internet they have no problem with me, and if not like you, they'll never know me.
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